IveXtastedxthexrainbow's Vampire Journal

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17:36 Aug 25 2021
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My parents didn't even show up to my birth. It has been a lonely life. My only friends were the voices in my head telling me to lick all of the ice cream containers. Dr Phil wanted me on the show but I told him he wasn't bald enough for me. None of this is true. It is all a ruse to throw off the government reptilians from tracking me.

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VvBleedForMevV
18:06 Aug 25 2021

Oh no! They are trying to assimilate you. *waves hand in front of your eyes* Look away from the light! Look away from the light! Stay with us!

Back to school -- Fall of 2021
18:34 Aug 24 2021
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Classes started up yesterday and we are taking off running! God I thought these 16 week classes would not be so much work as the 8 week classes were, but seems like I thought wrong. I will be as active as I can. I will log on daily to do some house and sentoran things, but won't be on for hours at a time until maybe my days off. Who knows. Well wish me luck!

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
23:14 Aug 24 2021

Good luck! You totally got this!

Classes
18:56 Aug 22 2021
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Classes are starting again tomorrow for the Fall. Damn I had no break in between feels like. I have a lot more ahead of me, so it will be a busy next couple of years. I just keep kicking myself in the ass thinking about how I should of done all this when I was younger, but all well you can't change things. At least this time once I get this done and my next higher national registry test I'll be done for life!

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
20:06 Aug 22 2021

You got this! You know you do! :D AND you will get to take a break and come visit me!!!

IveXtastedxthexrainbow
20:39 Aug 22 2021

I def want to when this semester is over. I'll be done Dec 17th and won't have to go back to school until end of Jan.

MorningStarAldan
22:45 Aug 22 2021

Its never too late. I always wanna kick myself too for not getting into the medical field earlier. But now, I can work in any state because of my certification:) You got this!

IveXtastedxthexrainbow
22:46 Aug 22 2021

Thank you booo :)

Growing and/or moving on, but hella lonely
19:01 Aug 12 2021
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I would say in the past 4 years I have grown tremendously as a person. I am in my career making decent money, have stopped all drug use, and am not concerned with the small stuff. Getting to this point has made me let go of so many people though to accomplish. There were people in my life that were just around because of the drugs. There's people that still wanted to stay in the drama, illegal, and harmful everyday practices that could of set me back instead of keeping me move forward. After I let all those people out of my life I realized I am pretty much left with no one. Everybody left is so busy to they never want to hang out much. My boyfriend and I work crazy hours that never seem to mesh, so I don't get to spend a lot of time with him. My roommate is one of my best friends, but he kind of is one of the people that aren't trying to grow in life, but not as bad as the ones I left behind lol. My other friend lives in Wyoming and I only get to see her 4 days a year! I am glad to have met so many people online that I talk to constantly, but they aren't here to hang with either. Don't get me wrong I keep a busy schedule so there is always work to be done, but doing something for fun I don't have many people to share it with. Maybe I need to get out there and find more hobbies and make some new friends :). Never saw coming that doing better in life could end up being so lonely.

COMMENTS

Anonymous265
19:29 Aug 12 2021

Your a kind loving nice man and everyone should adore you know matter the way things are friends always stick with you in the end good times and bad times.

CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
21:10 Aug 12 2021

Move to where I am!!!! :D You know you wanna! You know we are going to have a blast when you visit! :D

Friends list
03:19 Aug 03 2021
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I am going through my friends list and simplifying it. I know I've done a lot of return adds for people and my friend list was getting huge especially to people I don't talk to at all. I knows a lot of people do it for the friend bonus, but I'm not interested in that anymore. I will be taking people off my friend list that I don't talk to, return the favor added, or people that are suspended to infinity (which I'm surprisingly finding going through it). So if you notice that you added me and I returned the favor, but have ended up removing you go ahead and do the same to me. NO hard feelings and nothing personal :). Or if you'd like to keep on my friendship then actually message me and lets have a conversation :)

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
03:24 Aug 03 2021

My friends list is so small. lol. Quite a few are old members that I hope come back. It takes quite a bit to get me to add a person as a friend. You of course made the cut! lol!

IveXtastedxthexrainbow
03:36 Aug 03 2021

*smooch* Yassss thank you dear. I realized as I'm doing this that I'll just add any old person lol and that back in my younger years I might of been a ho. I'm looking through these profiles seeing that I commented cute pic or some kind of flirty remark and added them haha!